I hope it’s warm where you are because it’s definitely not warm here. Tomorrow we will get snow. I am hoping for another snow day. We had one yesterday.

I am excited about being in my church choir. I just joined last week and I feel like the people are very nice and welcoming.  I feel like I have a valued role in our parish.  My mom used to do a lot at our old parish and she was valued there.

I am trying to decide if I should audition for a female part in Man of LaMancha which is being performed at an all boys high school.  They need girls for parts too.  If I do that I have to put some other things on hold like horseback riding, learning about ways I can contribute to my community, and probably choir.  I don’t know what to do.

Tomorrow I start a program at the local university.  I will go 1 day a week for about 3 hours for 12 weeks. It will help me to figure out what I want to do and what I need to get there. I am not happy about this.  I think I should just stay at school and be a junior like everyone else. But it does get me out of math which I do not like at all. It stinks that it doesn’t get me out of science though.

I don’t want to do this program because it is for people with disabilities and I don’t like doing things that are just about disability. I just want to be like every other kid. I guess I need different help to prepare for what I will do . i guess its called transitioning.  My mother always says we all have differences and that we have to accept ourselves and be happy as we are. I know but it is hard when people just focus on my disability.  There are other things about me.

Ok I am done for now I’ll write again soon.